sleepless sleep

i spent friday night hooked watching Brothers and Sisters when what i really had to do is do lots of reading for a project. it was the worst thing to do, but a girl's gotta rest her mind. i practically spent the last 2 days worrying about my sister and my way of coping was to sit still and ignore it. i'm weak, scared and paranoid about things i have no control over. when there's nothing i think i can do, i do what i do best, sleep. i went to bed last night with the thought of having a good one. i basically slept working. in my dream, i was hard pressed for concepts for a presentation. there's also a part where i rode a bus and left my phone, wallet, keys and my laptop when i got off. and all i know was i was devastated, it was like i left my life on the bus.i woke up exhausted and wondering if there really was a concept for a cough medicine that in need to work on. man, if sleeping will be so stressful, i'd spend my waking hours sleeping.

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Swissy:the long set

Swissy did a great set as usual and i got to hang out with the musical troupe. i especially loved summertime and ordinary angels, havent heard those in a long time. kuddos swissy

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Riding high on Red Horse

i love these nights when im out and about with a bottle of the ever reliable horse. these babies are friggin ice cold. i havent had beer in a long time, this is such a treat.

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i hate my life

i just do

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Weekend in my castle

a normal restful weekend is just too much to ask for right now. Not while my job requires a lot of thinking. i can't shoot up a story right off the bat, i'm not a freak like that. i also watch what i put out and wont let it out if im not half as happy. at this point, im sitting on my orange recliner watching Castle and admiring Kate Beckett waiting for my inspiration to strike.writing is not like a hammer to the head, it flows gently and comes to you when you least expect it. i can only dream of lazy sundays and that is too big a dream as my childhood aspirations

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My Canadian Fixations

I’ve been wondrin’ why people in the entertainment world have such a huge impact on me.well only a few and meticulously selected ones that are to be considered rarities in the phony business.

I followed alanis morissette’s career and works from 1995 to her latter less known but better works today.my mornings were not complete if i dont visit fanpages for updates and photos. I’ve been trying to kick the habit for more than a decade.i finally did! But with an immediate replacement.i think its inevitable for me to look up to personalities with extraordinary bearings. They somehow become my role models,not because i don’t have tangible role models, but because i live in a modern world where the netty net is so much a part of me.

A TV series with the banter i liked came on, i initially liked the character of Kate Beckett, a strong willed, independent, brainy and sassy detective who possesses the strength of character a subtle feminist like i am would love. The role was played by Stana Katic, and what is a role without a great actor right? Stana Katic soon captured my attention,an unusual thing since she’s an actress in a tv series,not much creative input as say a songwriter like alanis.i looked her up and found out that this outstanding actress is multilingual, a wide reader and counts archaeology and sciences as her life interests.

 Her face may be reason enough to like her, but I'm not one to follow someone without the merits of what's between their ears. It it we're the case, I will probably be as crazy about Emily Deschanel, Camilla Belle, Steven Strait or Taylor Lautner. But none of them finished high school at the top 10 of 700 nor have 4 page interviews talking sense about history, culture, arts and stuff that average celebrities would freeze up on answering. It's just one of the reasons but it's one thing the drew me to her. 

Stana as interviewers and fans like myself have observed, is a rarity in hollywood.she has the brains to match the beauty.she is also quirky and witty.one thing i’m most fascinated with about her is the fact that she’s an excellent actor who’s been in the business for a decade and have not hit the hollywood A mark,this tells me she didn’t sleep her way through her projects. she has that kind of integrity that’s earned the respect of showbiz insiders and fellow actors.there’s not a photo of her half naked online which is unusual for a one time model and actress with obviously near perfect physical attributes.And one thing i find adorable about stana as with alanis ,is the shyness they inevitably show in big hollywood events.they are all about their craft and less about the cloud.all in all, they are a breeze and i am forever gonna be a shameless fan. 

I started wriring this w stana in mind,but i guess part of loving her is the resemblance with alanis. Go Canada!

The Gmail Monopoly

Oh damn! i'm glad to be finally posting in this account using my lappy. Had a hard time logging in coz gmail is taking control of my old account so my old blogger account wont go away. Thanks to Eon for helping me get rid of my old account. im babbling in between excel files and complans so pardon me

till then